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Find Out Who You Are: Quit Your Job!

October 23, 2014 //  by Elizabeth Hagan

In December 2012, I quit my job.

I didn’t have another one to go to.

And though there were lots of extenuating circumstances that led me to believe that I knew what would be next– at heart I really didn’t have a plan. It was very UNLIKE me.

All I knew was that Kevin could not do his work at Feed the Children all over the world around the world while I remained in a full-time pastorate in Virginia. Something had to give. And it was my job.

I told friends and family that I quit because I wanted to finish my book manuscript (which I did, but have shelved for the proper time to bring it out again).

But at a deeper level I quit for other reasons.

Traditional, scheduled and go to into the office every day kind of ministry wasn’t fulfilling my soul.

And even if this meant I didn’t buy new clothes for a long time or buy a new car for a couple of years, I could not go another day in the same old routine.

I know I made the right choice, looking back now.

But, the next steps weren’t easy. The voices around me (or least the ones I heard the loudest) didn’t help either.

People said: “Oh, you must be a good housewife” (As if suddenly I became Martha Stewart or something. Wrong!)

Or, “Aren’t you so lucky you don’t have to work?” (As if I didn’t want to work. I did!)

Or, “You used to be a pastor?” (As if not having a specific location to pastor suddenly took my resume away. Not true!)

And looking back now, I have to say that leaving my acceptable job was one of the bravest things that I’ve ever done. 

Why? Because I care what people think. I want to be normal.

Quitting my job, however, showed me who I was like no other experience could.  John Lennon made famous the saying, “Life happens when you are busy making other plans.” I was busy making other plans. And by quitting my job, life showed me another way to live.

Slowly I began to find my place at Feed the Children within the PR/ Communications department. I helped to start the first ever blog for the organization. I began doing freelance writing and social media projects for colleagues. More and more friends asked me to preach in their congregations.

What I was doing felt more aligned with my being than it ever had before.

My life began to speak in a Parker Palmer sort of way saying:

  • I am happiest when I am working with gusto toward completion of a short-term project. I can really be a force if I want to get something done.
  • There’s something about preaching that fills my soul like nothing else can. I can’t NOT preach and feel fully alive.
  • I feel most comfortable worshipping in an African-American church when at all possible or other settings out of my comfort zone
  • Community is key for me in any task. I can’t work at home alone.
  • I need a schedule with freedom. I don’t want every day planned but I become lazy with boundless free time.

Now, that I’m pastoring in a more structured (and more recognized) setting again, I’ve noticed how colleagues’ responses to me have changed. One even said, “Welcome back to pastoral ministry.” But the thing is I never left!

But in these months, I’m doing it differently.

I’m remembering more who I am and who I am not.

I’m saying yes more often to short-term projects that I know I have energy to complete.

I’m believing that I am a pastor– no matter if a church puts my name on the sign or not.

I’m thinking that interim work is more my speed as far as church life goes.

Ready to make a big life transition and afraid? Take courage from my story. You can do it too!

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Category: Caring for the Soul, LeadershipTag: freedom, job, job change, life, Parker Palmer, quit, vocation

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