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July 9, 2012

The Suffering of Jesus Means What?

As our series of “Sermons by Request” continues, I had an opportunity this week to explore Isaiah 53:1-6 and do some theological reflection of my own on theories of atonement. Thanks for reading. 

I can remember the last time that I sought to directly evangelize a person to Christianity– I was 20 years old and serving as a summer mission intern with Son Servants, a Presbyterian youth camp organization.  No one in this ministry organization told me to evangelize directly to the children with phrases like “If you died tonight do you know if you’d go to heaven?” but I was the evangelical Southern Baptist in the group– and witnessing was just what I thought I needed to do.  I was a perfectly pious leader sadly at the time. Sigh.

One week of this particular summer’s experience, after the team of youth volunteers and I led a group of children on the Indian reservation in South Dakota in a series of art and craft projects, we took them out to the playground near a lake.

One girl in particular, I’ll call her Ana, became very attached to me quickly. She wanted me to push her and push her on the swings on the playground and climb with her on the monkey bars. For the entire playtime, Ana would not leave my side. Maybe it was because I had given out the juice and cookies only minutes earlier and she looked like she hadn’t had a good meal in days. But, regardless, feeling good about the connection I’d made to this 9-year-old girl, I felt convicted about the next thing I should do– I needed to tell her about the great divide her sins had caused between her and God and that Jesus paid the price on the cross so that she could live forever with the Lord. I did not want to have her lack of opportunities to receive the gospel to be my fault. 

I don’t remember much about the rest of the conversation or even if she prayed the 1, 2, 3 step “I am a sinner, Jesus died for my sins, and I’m so thankful God that I can now go to heaven” prayer I offered her. But I do remember being stopped in my tracks internally as the group prepared to go back to the campsite where we were staying, wondering what in the world I had just done? Though such a practice wasn’t new to me (I’d been through the same routine countless times before with other kids in summer programs– trying to lead them to faith), this time I really began to think about the theology behind my words.

Was this, I wondered, what the gospel were really all about? Was the gospel something that can be melted down into a 5 step plan that makes children feel sorry for their sins knowing the Jesus replaced their punishment on the cross? All I knew in that moment was that I needed to think some more about what all of this evangelism I’d been so interested in was really all about before I tried it again.

I don’t know if you’ve ever been the instigator or recipient of a  “let me tell you about the atonement for sins that Jesus offers you” conversation (I’m sure you’ve at least seen one example like this on tv), but often our Old Testament lesson for today is among the most quoted scripture passages on this topic. It’s a passage that is often read at Good Friday services meant to explain what the crucifixion of Jesus means for those of us who seek to know and follow him today.  It’s a passage that centuries and centuries of Christians have claimed as among their favorite– and was among the favorite passages submitted among the congregation last month.

And, with all of this true, I’m going to stop at this juncture and give you a mini-commercial on how reading Old Testament or Hebrew scriptures are best read (which applies to our sermon for this morning and all other times when our focus text comes from this part of the Bible).

Always, always, always, do not interpret scripture out of its original context. And I repeat: always, always, always do not interpret scripture out of its original context.

It would be very easy for us at this juncture to read Isaiah 53:1-6 into story of Jesus– to say that the Isaiah writer was actually giving us a prophetic message for what would happen in the incarnation of Christ thousands of years later. And, while yes, we can’t help but understand our reading of anything from Isaiah (and the other prophetic books for that matter) in light of the WHOLE story of the Bible as we read it cover to cover which includes the formation of a new Christian community, we can’t forget the context of the original hearers.

We can’t forget those who first received these words: the people of Israel who would soon be asked to return home from exile in Babylon.  

We can’t forget what upheaval and change they would be asked to embrace as they returned home. We can’t forget the pain and suffering the leadership would face, in particular, for being obedient to God’s plans for their lives.

We can’t forget that a particular message to a particular people was being prescribed– a message that had a lot to say about suffering.  What was the point of suffering after all? Did participating in it actually have any redemptive value?

I think, though with all of this being true about the importance of paying attention to the context of the original Isaiah hearers, we can’t have a discussion about this passage without talking about Jesus. For tradition has dictated through the years that Isaiah 53 is indeed directly talking about Jesus. And if you look at the front cover of our bulletin for this morning, you’ll notice it’s a picture of person’s back tattoo with this verse of scripture on it. And it is in the shape of a cross.  You don’t have to go far until you realize for traditional Christians, Isaiah 53 has become a playbook for Christians seeking to explain atonement– what Jesus dying on the cross really meant and means.

But, to answer the question placed before us in the sermon for this morning: “The suffering of Jesus means what?” we must be stay with the crucifixion of Jesus more than just one day every year– if that at all (for in fact, the Good Friday service is one of the most poorly attended worship services globally in fact. . . But that’s a whole other sermon). We must learn to stick with the hard questions of faith– even if they make us squirm in our pews a little bit more this morning.  Hard words like “atonement.”

If I say the word atonement– a most basic theological definition of this word is Christ’s work of redemption on behalf of humanity.

I want to share with you two camps of atonement theory– not to just to help your theological education and understanding of the text before us today– but because so much of how we explain our faith to our neighbors (via evangelism or not) has a lot to do with how we describe atonement. And, it is so much a part of popular rhetoric about Christianity.

Realize this morning for sake of time and our brains not exploding, I’m painting with some broad strokes here. There are indeed more than two camps of atonement theories, but I believe in light of Isaiah 53, these are the two we should most understand. I don’t always say this, but feel free to take notes if this helps you follow me.

The first camp of the theories is that of substitutionary atonement or in more basic terms the phrase, “Jesus died for our sins.”

It’s the camp that says that what Jesus did on the cross was to right many wrongs committed by all humanity. And there is a wide spectrum to this belief of atonement. There are some who believe in substitutionary atonement who say that Jesus had to die as a payment for our sins; Christ suffered for us so that we didn’t have to.

And at then at the other end of the spectrum there are those who say that the substitution Jesus made was more because God demanded it. God took the life of Jesus as a payment for our sins.

But in either case, the phrase, “Jesus died for our sins” boils down to our being asked to simply believe in Jesus as Savior so that the substitution of our unrighteousness for Jesus’ righteousness can take place.

This camp is the most popular of the theories of atonement through Christ tradition. Just pick up any hymn book and turn to the “death of Jesus” section and what you will find are statements about how Jesus paid it all, how we’ve been washed clean in the blood of the lamb or Jesus took our place on the old rugged cross.

But problems with this theory arise when you take a step back and see the larger picture of what was going in the suffering of Jesus from this perspective. The largest problem is that if you say, “Jesus died for my sins” then you also profess that God set up the crucifixion of Jesus. God brought suffering on Jesus.

Or as Phyllis Tickle once said, “It’s a huge example of divine child abuse.” And for many of us stomaching following a God like this is too much to bear. In fact, Sojourners magazine just this week, published an article about how seeking to convert someone by starting the conversation with “Jesus died for your sins”[i] can be the scariest thing you could say– and should be avoided.

However, there is another camp of the atonement theories and this is the representory or exemplar perspective.

In this camp, Jesus was sent to earth to represent God to us. We who were living in sin, we who had fallen short of God’s best for us, we who had gone off course of God’s original intentions for humanity, were given Jesus so that through him,  we could find our way back home to the right path. Jesus showed us a different way to God– a perfect way.

 However, as this theory goes, Jesus did such a great job of showing us God that those with power in his world during his time did not like him. They didn’t like him so much that they had him killed.

Therefore, this leads us to recognize that if we follow Jesus and the path he set out for us to know God better, we should not be surprised if we are killed too. For in fact didn’t Jesus say to his followers, “whoever loses his life will find it?” 

It’s a theory in the end that takes the focus off Jesus as the recipient of divine punishment and instead directs us to the cost of discipleship. If we want to follow Jesus, this theory says, then, we must be prepared to suffer.

And it is here at this point that we arrive again at a great point to sit with our Isaiah passage yet again. A passage which speaks of a servant (though undefined who) which suffers.  We read of a servant who  in verse three “was despised and rejected by others; a man of suffering and acquainted with infirmity . . . has borne our infirmities and carried our diseases.”

It’s not a type of suffering that we read is just in vain. It’s not a suffering just for suffering’s sake– because the Divine is mean and trying to bully his subjects into submission. Rather, it is suffering that makes a difference because God is revealed in it.

For as the servant forged a new path of righteousness and integrity, even in the face of evil, the onlookers of the person going through the suffering saw God.

The onlookers saw God’s grace.

The onlookers saw God’s message to the world that even though we’ve all messed up, we’ve all made some not so good choices in our lives, the Divine says back to us, “You are ok. And I love you.”

When I think back to those days of seeking to convert the children on the playground in South Dakota (with some shame of course of my misguided approach), what I most wish I could go back and tell Ana, my young friend with mad skills on the monkey bars is: get to know Jesus.

Get to know this man who loved you even before you were able to love him. Get to know this man who wanted you to know your heavenly parents– your always loving parents, always forgiving, always providing parents more than anything, so badly that he gave up everything so that you could have this chance.

And come and learn of Jesus’ suffering too– how he was rejected for doing the right thing.  For you, Ana will suffer much in your life (if you haven’t already), and you’ll need to know that someone has been there too. Jesus suffered to the point of death so that in his life, he could show us the way to God.  And the God you’d learn more about through Jesus is the God who loves you already more than you could ever imagine!

Because atonement theories or not, isn’t this what all of us long to hear? That we are loved. That God sees us, especially in our moments of deep pain.

That Jesus not only offered us through his life (which included suffering) a way to be in deep relationship with God. 

And that as we suffer in this life,  our pain, as we give it back to God for God to use for divine purposes in this world can be redemptive too?

AMEN


 

April 5, 2012

Endurance to Stand

Promise in Night: Endurance to Stand

Mark 15:1-20 with Isaiah 50:4-9

As we began our service today outside, we re-enacted together what it might have felt like to be among the crowd waving palm branches and singing the praises of “Hosanna!” We shouted praises of thanksgiving for Jesus. We hailed Jesus as king. We adored his name.  

But, as we know and as we continue to follow the story from Mark’s gospel, the shouts of praise for Jesus were not the whole story.  Jesus’ darkness would soon be upon him. Soon Jesus’ courage, determination and ultimately proclamation of his Lordship would bring about his sentencing.

This is what we need to know: Jesus enters Jerusalem for the Passover fully intent on continuing the mission that was set before him at the beginning of his ministry: “bringing good news to the poor and release for the captives and proclaiming the year of the Lord’s favor.”  Nothing was going to change about his message of this “upside down kingdom” of the first being last and the last being first on the last week . . . no matter what kind of outside pressure Jesus got to back down. 

But, as we know, none of this was really acceptable in the eyes of those who were hanging their hat on getting something really good at the end of this adventure of following Jesus.  We know the disciples scattered and denied knowing him.  

Judas, the money keeper, led the high priests to send guards to arrest him.  Peter trailed behind and say, “I do not know this man.”

And, Jesus certainly wasn’t winning him any support in the crowds either as the accusations were brought up– no one wanted to say that they knew or loved him. And though the high priests found fault with him, they had no power to sentence him to die. We see in verse 1 of chapter 15 of Mark’s gospel that the elders, teachers of the law, and the whole Sanhedrin reached a decision, “They bound Jesus and led him way and handed him over to Pilate.”

In the Roman Empire the justice system made no provisions for a trial by jury. It was up to the ruler in charge to decide how he would judge cases. Therefore, after conferring with the religious leaders who brought the charges against Jesus, Pilate, the Roman administrative official, proposed to flog Jesus for his unlawful teaching and release him. But he looked to the crowds for moral support. Not acting as Pilate expected, the crowds strongly disagreed with anything other than the ultimate punishment under Roman law.  As defiantly as Pilate said Jesus does not deserve death, the crowds demand for Barabbas’ (a convicted criminal) release and shout loudly: “Crucify Him! Crucify Him!”

Let’s stay here at these words: “Crucify Him! Crucify Him!” and notice how quickly the crowds who said “Hosanna” changed their tune. We find that spiritual maturity was at an all time low in the land. Although Jesus healed the sick, helped the lame, and blessed the children, it didn’t matter. It was if they just completely forgot the belovedness of their teacher– and were caught up in the emotions of the moment. With ease, they said with their words, “Jesus, we want you gone!” It was the dark night of soul– betrayal at a corporate level! It was a moment when the suffering for Jesus went to an even deeper level.

So, what was Jesus’ promise in the night now?

If you’ve stuck with me throughout Lent, you begin thinking that in the face of the horridness of crucifixion to come, there possibly couldn’t be a promise for Jesus at this juncture! We must have run out of promises by now!

But, such is not the case when we peer into our Old Testament lesson for this morning from the book of Isaiah.  As the children of Israel continued to deal with the ongoing disappointments, frustrations and shouts of “How long O Lord?” are you going to make us wait in Babylon in exile, hope seemed lost. They basically were shouting “We want to go home!” 

Verse 6  of Isaiah 50 serves as the center piece of the Israel narrative telling us from a personal perspective what it feels like to be in the midst of a time of deep loss and pain. And though the desire to give in, give up, or simple fall under pressure arises, Israel is asked to be strong. Israel is asked to actively wait. Israel is asked to stand and move through their sufferings through resistance that is not self-seeking, but resistance that sees the bigger picture.

Verse six says, with a collective voice for Israel speaking: “I have my back to those who struck me, and my cheeks to those who pulled out the beard; I did not hide my face from insult and spitting.”

With some consideration in mind for the trials of the life of Israel at this time, it seems odd doesn’t it that they’d be boasting of “turning the other cheek?” We might even call this weakness. But, courage comes it seems to remain in this posture, why? Because look with me at verse 7: “The LORD God helps me; therefore I have not been disgraced; therefore I have set my face like flint, and I know that I shall not be put to shame.”

In a nutshell, Israel remains committed to enduring the injustice in an active way– for the only way to faithfulness is to move their way through the suffering is to simply keep standing.  Why? We hear the testimony of the Lord being with them.

If we go back to our gospel for this morning, we see this promise lived out in Jesus as he stays grounded in himself– no matter who spoke ill against him. For there was no amount of shouting, no amount of mockery, no amount of  physical pain would change him or set him off course of fulfilling his mission.  With Jesus:

There would be no overt shows of power for power’s sake.

There would be no reigning down the heavenly lights to slay the captors which spoke ill of him.

There would be no dueling or “I’m better than you” contests between Jesus and his adversaries.

Jesus remained steadfast in suffering.

Do you really get this part of the story? I mean, I know I’m talking to several folks who have been in church their entire lives, but do you really get the point that Jesus could have done anything to save himself, to defend his honor to command his disciples to get their butts out of hiding and come protect him– yet he doesn’t?

If we were to sum up the actions of Jesus during this dark night of the soul, we’d have to say that he modeled for a God-fearing response to suffering as he clung to the promise of “Endurance to Stand.”

No matter what. No matter why. No matter how long. Jesus stands. Jesus faces his sufferings head on.

When we think about our own experiences, it is true, like Jesus, we all know a thing or two about situations that are unfair.

Anyone experience a back-stabbing loss lately?

Anyone experience a life-threatening illness lately?

Anyone experience the lonely nights of grief lately? I see many faces nodding back at me in affirmation.

But, while true, as we were discussing in our Wednesday night grief class recently, few of us (if any) have faced suffering to the decree that it threatened to end our life as Jesus did in this reading of our scripture this morning.   Few (if any) of us have been asked to make the choice of either our faith or our life again, as Jesus experienced. But, such has not be the case of all Christ followers throughout the centuries.

Consider the Civil Rights movement in our country over the last century and the suffering evoked for many as a result. It was a time in our history when making stands for racial equality in the name of one’s faith, easily could have cost you your life.

Under the leadership of Dr. Martin Luther King, especially, hundreds, then thousands, then ten thousands, of folks took stands for freedom for all, putting their own lives in danger.  But they did so not the way that their adversaries expected.  No militia formed. No battle plan of warfare was drawn. No slogans of “We really hate you, oppressive white folks” were placed on protest posters. No, a revolutionary campaign of non-violent resistance began through boycotts, marches and speeches. But, not without some push back from community leaders who thought this approach of standing tall and not backing down to fear or to violence was pointless.  Dr. King had some explaining to do. During the Montgomery Bus Boycott in 1957, Dr. King sought to give theological perspective to simply standing strong saying:

A nonviolent resister does not seek to humiliate or defeat the opponent but to win his friendship and understanding. This was always a cry that we had to set before people that our aim is not to defeat the white community, not to humiliate the white community, but to win the friendship of all of the persons who had perpetrated this system in the past.[i]

And, yes, as we know from history, there was suffering to the non-violent protests for civil rights. That while yes, friendships across racial lines were formed and while, human dignity was restored to many, it wasn’t the whole story. Martin Luther King, Jr. and friends spent nights in jail. Dogs and fire hoses were directed toward school children. It led to the senseless death of four little girls in Sunday School class in Birmingham.  And the list could go on. Suffering came.  And it wasn’t pretty. We know Dr. King eventually lost his life in the fight.

Teresa of Ávila, the sixteenth century mystical writer, knew of this wrestling with life-threatening suffering.

In a particularly difficult moment of her life she was forced to cross a river while sick with fever. She raised her voice of complaint heavenward, “Lord, amid so many ills this comes on top of all the rest!” A voiced responded, “This is how I treat my friends.” “Ah, my God!” Teresa retorted, “That is why you have so few of them!”[ii]

In the same way, when we too continue to grow in our faith and walk in the footsteps of our Lord, I believe, much like Jesus, and like our forefathers and foremothers in the faith, we too will face suffering that it must to our distaste. Our suffering too will be longer. It will be more painful. It will cost us more than we ever could have imagined. It will force us to rooms filled with darkness that we’d rather overlook than deal with head on.  But, as friends of God– it doesn’t matter, suffering is just a part of the human condition, even as Jesus lived it.

But, as followers of Jesus, as we suffer, is does not come without comfort. We are given the courage to actively say “no” to what is unjust even if pain still comes. We are not asked to lose our souls in the process. We are given endurance by our Lord to stand through it and to know that even if death comes, resurrection is on its way.

Look with me again at verse 8 of Isaiah 50. The prophet speaks of the shared communion in sufferings as he writes, “Who will contend with me? Let us stand up together. Who are my adversaries? Let them confront me. It is the Lord God who helps me.”

Let us stand up together– the Lord says!

When insults are thrown against us,  we can say because of the Lord, “I’m going to stand!”

When gossip is hurled against us, we can say because of the Lord, “I’m going to stand!”

When our best friends reject us and leave us alone, we can say because of the Lord, “I’m going to stand!”

When our words of testimony at work about our faith cause others to mock us, we can say because of the Lord, “I am going to stand!”

Some may feel it is in the fine print of the Christian contract (all this business about suffering), but following Jesus is anything but safe, I must remind you! The prophecy of Isaiah puts a sharp question to its readers, “Will you identify yourself with the suffering One?”

Jesus stood and now today invites us to stand too.

Today, I ask you, will you follow this Jesus?  Will you commit to stand with him even if the night is long? Will you commit this week in a practical to go with him to the cross– all the way– even if it means taking time off of work, leaving some home chores undone or even changing some travel plans so that you can attend our Maundy Thursday and Good Friday services coming up this week?

The blessedness of our promise for this  morning is that as much as we are willing to stand with Jesus, Jesus is willing to also stand with us.

So, today, let us come to this table together and share of the meal that reminds us that we are not alone, we worship the one who says to us, no matter what trials find our way, that we are not without grace to keep going. Our suffering is not useless. For, we are standing together with our Lord. Therefore, no matter what may come, no matter what may go we have this promise in our night: Jesus says to us, “I’m giving you endurance to stand with me.”

AMEN


November 29, 2011

Everything Happens for a Reason . . . Not

“Everything happens for a reason” such are words that we, as pastoral care givers are often tempted to use though they are not in the Bible anywhere.

We deal with so much crisis. We get tired of saying profound things. We want to feel good about the care we are giving, knowing that our care is making a difference. We want to give people hope that their suffering is not in vain, that it will amount to something greater in the end. We want to be an expert with something to offer the pain of those in whom we are called to care about.

But the truth is we are not God. Sometimes there are no answers. And trying to give a plastic answer often makes it worse. (Read the book of Job lately?)

When I hear the words “everything happens for a reason,” it’s like scraping the chalkboard of my soul. For, as much as I am tempted to say such as a way to easily explain away life’s pains for myself and others as a pastor myself, I simply can’t say (or even hear) these words.

For everything doesn’t happen for a reason. Sometimes life just sucks in this sin sick filled world we live in.  And often it is not our fault. It just is.

I grew up in a tradition of faith that taught when bad things happened in your life it was the result of either a) a major personal screw up b) being out of touch with a close relationship with God via doing things like regular Bible reading, church attendance and tithing regularly. I was taught about a ”if/ then God.”  If I do what God wants, then God will bless me.

I truly bought in to this way of thinking as a child, believing that if something was going wrong in my life, it was somehow my fault. God must be punishing me or trying to teach me a lesson. I remember the day my youth group leader told us that you could tell who was living right by who God was blessing with good grades, winning sport games at school, and happily finding mates after completing their “true love waits” pledge to remain sexually pure until marriage. What lies. And it got worse . . . we were told that those who faced difficult life circumstances such as death of family member, the coming of an earthquake or fire, or whose marriages fell apart usually resulted from sin. The reason for these horrible things happening was God saying: ”Clean up your act.”

Maybe for those of us who are leaders in giving care to others, we can find ways not to either explain away life’s troubles with “it will all be good in the end” or “it is somehow your fault” instead to simply be with those in pain. Sure, there might be something beautiful that comes out of life’s most tragic moments, but it doesn’t take away the gut-wrenching grief of the process.

For I believe it is not important to figure out the why’s of suffering– life is simply too complex and mysterious such answers– rather to simple be present in life’s moments whatever they may be.  Knowing that as we stay close to whatever emotions we are feeling, whatever is troubling our souls, there will be a path of peace to lead us to quieter waters someway somehow.

Let us stop, my caregiver friends, making this pastoral fail. I wrote this blog for this reason.

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